Buzy...

I am buzy..... sorry for the inconvenience cause. Take care....

Sorry

Beautiful sceneries and songs is a good combination of recipe to peaceful mind. I am sorry i could not agree with what you wanted. I am really disappointed. My heart is totally hurt. Promises should not be broken. Once it is broken, it is hard to accept. You got to learn your mistakes and know your promises and remember your promises. 

Down... Up or down... always the same... sometimes i am happy and sometimes i am not.. Sometimes when i woke up in the morning i will just realised that my life is boring, but sometimes i will feel great.

Life is like that, there are odds and evens.... 

I still got  a week to report for reservice.. still wondering what duty will they give me. I guess i have to take IPPT again.. really i cant run 2.4km anymore... 

BTW, look at my niece toying the musical keyboard below.. she is so adorable and playful.

Boredom

I am so bored..nothing new.. everyday is the same... nothing exciting.. any volunteer to excite me.. haha.. i was practising myself to play musical keyboard.. thanks to my friend, Sazali for borrowing it to me. I am improving.. at least i can coordinate and control my fingering better... but all this is just for leisure and fun.. i feel relax when playing my own tune.. hmmmm.. i think i want to buy an expensive acoustic guitar.. why cant they accept instalment payment for guitar purchase.. if can... i would have grabbed one.  well... for those who thinks that when you wish for something after you saw a shooting star..  let me tell you, it will  not come true.. cause i have came across dozens times.. i did try.. but nothing happen.. haha.. so i do not believe it. Alright, that is all i can say for now.. byezzzz!!!

The moment....

Hi.... The reason i publish this photos is to remind her of the day i gave her my first flower present to her on our five years annniversary in a relationship. I know you like flower, especially roses, but do remember, i only give you flowers on a very special occasion. The main reason is, flower is a special kinda thing, if everytime i give you flower, it will not be special anymore. I hope you understand and do not be jealous when you see couples holding flowers, and do not show me that baby face trying to tell me that you want flowers. Naughty girl. Do not worry, i am always full of surprises to you. Just wait for the right occasion okay.

Well today i woke up early, cause could not sleep anymore, as usual, no breakfast, so i just went down to shop and grab some bread and chocalaye milk. I have to babysit my niece... she is so playful, always training hersself to walk and stand, but she do not know how to walk yet... and she always fell down as she lost her balance. My niece is so cute.

Yesterday's workload was alot... I delivered pizza to 22 customer, quite alot but not the max.. furthermore it was raining, and you can imagine, even when i was wearing raincoat, my inner clothes that i was wearing under the raincoat got wet, maybe nnot a good raincoat.. but it was really a heavy rain. Yet again, i self skided from my company's motorbike. I do not want to talk about it. I am bless that i was not hurt and did not cause trouble to anyone. 

I am working at 5 to close today.. I got my salary, nneed to pay for my bike's instalment 310 dollars... gone.... at least i got some savings... Now what is in my mind is counting down the days fro my reservice.... Waste of time for now.. Alright nothing to update...Selamatz!!!

Btw, watch how cute my niece is below...

Off day

Here we go again, today i went out with her.. i met her at city hall and went to marina square, ate at burger king, then walked aroung window shopping. we then went to kopitiam of marina square had some dessert. We wanted to watched movie at GV marina square but too crowded. It was raining the whole day so we stayed indoor and decided to walk to suntec city. We manage to grab a couple tickets and seats to watch a movie of His just not into you. I could say a good story. It is about how you overcome relationship, but more to a superstitious sign of getting the right lover.. After the movie has ended, we went to city link again and got some drinks at Starbuck. I really had a great romantic time with her. Though she came late earlier... I am okay with it, though she bought for me the magazine, at the end of the day, i felt a waste of money, but i just like the free stickers and also at least it could somehow give me ideas and extra skills for my guitar.. Thank you dear... I love you so much.... Higher than the mountains, deeper than the sea, wider than the universe.. heheh.. Sayang you.. I hope i could meet you again real soon. ok... 

tml i am working full shift.... Haha, only crazy people work on Sunday.. haha, that is why im turning a bit crazy... Okla... got to be quick cause i am now chatting videocam with her in msn.. Got nothing more to say... Good night to all.. especially to her.. bye2

Zzzzz

Look at the photo on the left... What did you see.. It was taken by me when i was walking towards Cathay from Plaza Singapura. She told me to take the photo. Typical her always excited about this thing, but i still love her deep.. deep.. hehehe.. Our Love is as colourful as the rainbow.. haha.. Is there such poetry.. hmmmm. I had a good time with her yesterday though we walked a long distance, from Plaza Singapura to Bugis junction.. exercise cum window shopping... 

Today's work really tiring.. I feel like i am working  alone.. Most of the preparation i did and the worst still, not enough riders working today, so i had to manage kitchen. My boss wants to save cost.. I understand. But customer's order is not fixed. Better to have more than less.. correct. By the way, it is his business, not mine... Well im tired really.. There is a new rider who started working in the evening, he recommended me to work at Singapore Powergrid. He said that his company need an electrician. I am obviously interested, that is the main company i wanted to work when i pursued my Diploma. he told me to go the Headquater at level six for the application. Maybe i should try. Maybe the post is still open. Ya... i will try. So lets see what happen. That is all folks.. nothing for now.. Nitez!!

Resting Time

Helozz... I just came back from work. I am late again because of the last order which came in at 2212hrs. That is just 3 mins away from closing the telephone line. Furthermore the order is at Jurong Island. I pity Fabian who sent the order. Obviously he will come back around 2400hrs.
The photo above is at Changi carpark 7. Me, my younger brother and Sazali went to fishing. It was taken quite some time. I have not gone fishing for months because the sea is not in good condition. Not many fish. I miss the time where i got a lot of fish when fishing, but Singapore water has limited good fishing spot.
Tomorrow and Wednesday i am not working.. What should i do. Hmmm.... maybe meeting her. I miss her... really. I wish i could give her more happiness then now. But my fate... Haiz.. not again..
Okay.. that is all for now.. Good night to all of you... Selamatz!!!!

Rejuvenate

I had a long good sleep. I have been working long hours for this few days. I am really tired. Saturday night was a busy night, the peak hour dinner time, i had to deliver to and fro. Though i got some tips, good huh. Its better than nothing.  I sent the last order and came back at 2330hrs. Always me. The photo decipher a guy who is standing, posing at the parade square, smartly dress looking far thinking of his future. And that guy is me. This photo was taken by my younger brother after my Pass Out Parade ceremony. It reminds me of the NS days. It has been many days I have not met her. I miss her so much. I mean miss everything about her. today i work ay 1700hrs till closing. How i wish i can fast forward my life. Byezzzzzz.....

Just came back from work. I am tired, had to do closing one person.. even the lady in front did not bother to help. Haiz.. when will it ever change to a good working environment, everywhere is the same.. I am still worry about my bike. I have not been riding it for two days. When will i fix it and let it go to someone else. I want to change to an affordable bike. I realised that i made a wrong decision at the wrong time. I should not have taken the bike seven months ago. I am sorry dear, caused u alot of trouble. Tomorrow i work at 0800hrs, because of the advance order. It is not fair for a part time rider to do kitchen work. Really, the manager should pay extra, i mean extra more.. He do not know how hard we work for him but i seldom see appreciation. If he carry on like this, he will lose capable workers. Enough about my work issue. It will never ending situation. Just to share my feelings, i feel demoralise and disappointed with my life. I am still stuck. I want to get out of this stagnant life. I wish to move on and please god give me the opportunity and show me the right path. That is all for now. Taking care...

Coping

Look at my girl... isn't she sweet putting on the hat... this photo was taken in Pull & Bear shop yesterday. I was told off by the staff that no photo taking allowed in the shop... Boring. Today's work was so relax. Not many order, in fact only three till 6pm.. no buisness. Bought Straits Times newspaper, scan through recruit pages but no job suits me. Most of the technical line wanted experience candidates. Then what about the fresh graduate. It makes me feel like a waste of time study for Diploma. I have to wait and wait and wait, not sure until when i will be selected. Now i am trying to compose a new rythym of song. Nothing new and creative i could think. Have to wait for the right moment depending on the mood. I have got nothing to text for now.... to be continued.

Wasted

Haiz.. Came back from work at 2230.. Earlier found out that my bike need to go servicing... Sucks.. have to waste money on that again.. Well, had spent alot on my bike, amounted to a new cheaper bike cash.. I got my salary... hmmm, must save for later... Oh now i remember, while i was riding back from delivering order, when i was about to make a right turn from major road to minor road, a car coming out from the minor road almost crash onto me, but lucky he saw me and manage to brake, if not i would have fallen down... Its not my fault really, he should give me way... To all riders out there, remember to ride safely and do not take things for granted when you are riding or driving. It is unpredictable. So, be extra cautious. My next off day is next tuesday... still a long time to wait. Need to settle things for my bike... Haiz, really stress about it.. Hmm, that is all for now.. What a day huh...

Sleepy

Im back from rendevous with her... Got something for my hair.. been looking for it.. wanted to buy crocs sandal but too expensive.. not worthy.. I went to vivocity earlier, wanted to watch movie but nothing interesting. So canceled. Had a great time with her. I took bus from vivo to home and i doze off in the bus which made me feel dizzy.. hate that, but worser when i was a kid, tend to vomit alot even in the bus... yucks.. hahah... well got nothing to update.. im working tml full shift.. tiredla.. Okay, Gd nite everyone.. twinkle twinkle litle star...............

Finally she replied my sms.... well she is working so i do not want to interupt her by calling.. well since im not working, she as usual asking me out after her working time.. she asked me to pick her from her working place.. I suggested to watch movie later with her since a very long time not watching movie in theatre.. Hmmm.. I just find this interesting.. to show and to share...  I am not riding later.. cause of that illegal pipe... i dont want to get summon.. only for short rides... So im taking BMW.. hehehe.. Take care you all..

A new leaf

Hi everyone... I love music and so do you.. and not forgetting.. I love her too forever.. and forever only you in my life...